Mute.

I've forgotten how to speak
It's been so long since I spoke last
Things are looking bleak
Everything's happened so fast

I'm sorry if I seem cold
It seems I don't know how to breathe
how to stand up and be bold
instead I'm waiting for you to leave

Cowardly is how this might seem
but I truly don't know what to do
I don't know where to begin to heal
I don't know what is or isn't true

I think something is wrong
It all feels like a dream
I don't know how to be strong
how to talk, how to whisper, how to scream.